No coffee and tea for two days

Trying to get a hang on to myself.
I almost being consumed by my own hatred and vengeance.
And then..ironically...you and my memories saved me.

Reminiscing the little moments we had, savouring the little sweetness oozing out of our memories.
Just realized that we really shared a lot of moments.
Your 20 birthday in Sunway, where I bought you a cake, and gave you a cover in Friday's.
Our hang outs in the park.
Your valentine's cake for me.
We've been through a lot.
but I understand, he is a better man.
I finally have no regrets.
but with a firm grip in my hand,
I tell myself I'll be a better man.

All these memories started to fade away..
but the feelings are still firm.
And somehow this feeling makes me feel better.
and not letting the hate and unhappiness consume me.
I understand that these memories, will remain as memories forever.
I just pray that you never forget it.
will you??
I hope you won't...
Tell me if you see this.

Time passed...
wounds heal...
And all I can wish for..
Is you two to be happy forever.
I wish you happy.
I wish you too, happy.

Happy birthday to myself..

-lalallalala-