Alternatives

Hmmm..
My shits still can't seem to fade after all these times.
I guess a different approach is needed on this case.
I know what is the main reason that I can't sleep.
But since she's not gonna come back to me anymore,
might as well try to solve the not sleeping problem instead of solving the "she-not-coming-back" problem.
A warm milk is my first attempt.

At first I was thinking of binge eating and alot of movie,
but then again it occurs to me that it is not worthy at all to destroy my health just for such matter.
And yeah..I really did a lot of stuffs that is unhealthy at all.
so yeah...might as well try to keep myself as well as possible during this bad times you know..
I mean...how bad can it still be right...instead of making things worst by destroying my own health,
it came to my realisation that I should instead try to make things around me a little better..
hmmm.dunno...try first la..

at least I stop smoking d for now...which is kinda good I guess...dunno..

somehow the tea tasted better when the water is not that chalky.hmm.noted.

-tea-